Today's Features Section
Honestly, I should've told Jonathan that blogging is just something done between losing weeks in fantasy football.
This article @ RelevantMagazine.com was written with me in mind. Gotta have coffee - it does a body good - and it's got to be done right. Grind your own beans, brew your own pot, and cream/sweeten to taste. I'm not addicted to coffee or caffeine - I can prove it if you've got a couple of hours and you're springing for the latte's. But I do enjoy coffee - the smell, the taste, and the experimentation.
Had the photos of C-beth last night making pizza, knew that T-bird would want to have his picture posted, too. So here he is, a 9-yr-old in his natural habitat.
"Life is like a box of chocolates" - only someone else has usually gone through and tasted all the pieces before you get there, leaving only the marshmallow creme and cherry-filled pieces, maybe a licorice flavored one that no one but the dog will eat. We need people, and we hurt people - that's our "chocolate box" existence. God has created us to need and to enjoy each other's company. We are to love God and to love others - and I'm convinced most of our lives are spent trying to live this out. Even if you don't believe in God, even if you're the staunchest atheist or most confused agnostic, at least you're probably trying your best to love others and to be loved in return. But we also hurt the ones we love, betray those who have our loyalty - because we are messed up and in need of something more. Am I right?
This is for all the lonely people
Thinkin' that life has passed them by
Don't give up until you
drink from the silver cup
You'll never know until you try
- dan peek, cathy peek
Making pizza tonight - my kids are weird, not wanting to eat anything with a tomato taste. So when we order pizza, we have to order extra cheese with no sauce - or we use the Pizzazz, one of only two things I've ever ordered from an infomercial (the other hasn't been that productive yet).
"But I discipline my body and bring it into subjection, lest, when I have preached to others, I myself should be disqualified." - Paul, 1Corinthians 9:27
A friend forwarded an email to help Park Gillespie win a Reality TV contest on Showtime: American Candidate. After watching his clip and reading some of his "platform" issues, I've got one question: can I write this guy in on 11/02?
Something to fill the space from Monday Madness:
I don't know if I'm tired of hurricane coverage, or of hurricane coverage reporters who "risk their lives for the sake of the story. If there were no hurricanes to report, they'd have to start making up dangerous things for ratings, wouldn't that?
"As you can see from my gaping wound, running with scissors is indeed dangerous - back to you in the studio..."
"Well, as you can see, the winds are very oommpphh yikes, ouch - very high, just knocked me down".
"We'll keep broadcasting throughout the storm, although the local authorities say that they'll have to move to stronger shelter and higher ground in order to protect themselves in the next few minutes."
T.S. Jeanne is headed towards the Midlands of SC today, bringing rain and wind and who knows what else. The radar shows the rain bands creeping slowly to the north, meaning they'll get here right as the kids and I are heading out the door for school and work. Oh joy.
Well, the Gamecocks are 3-1 on the season. Just got back from the game this evening against the Troy Trojans. Carolina won 17-7, and it wasn't pretty. Too many turnovers, too few big plays. I thought we could put this one away early and never look back. Didn't happen that way. And I'm not impressed with the "two-headed QB" - so far, it just looks to my uneducated eye like Syvelle Newton needs to be given the reins and the confidence vote from the coaching staff to do what's got to be done in terms of leadership on the field.
I've read only good reviews for Garden State. I must now see this movie. Hopefully before leaving theaters, definitely on DVD. Any movie that continues to grow into the blogosphere with Zach Braff ... that's cool.
"To save the world we need something more biblical than higher standards. We need higher relationships. We need less to be 'true to our principles' and much more to be true to our relationships. To save the world we don't need the courage of our convictions. We need the courage of our relationships..." - Leonard Sweet, Out Of The Question - Into The Mystery
I went for a walk last night, around 9:30pm. My wife was on the phone, catching up with college friends who'd just moved back to the area. The kids were in bed, the chores mostly done, and frankly I had no excuse to not go walk. I need to exercise, make activity more a part of my life. So I went for a walk. Not the first of an extended exrecise regimen, not starting a new thing that will change my life - just a walk. I can talk about "going for *my* walk if it stays a habit for a few weeks. For now, it's just *a* walk. And I'm planning on taking another one tonight.
Photo Friday Challenge - Furry
From TheOoze Blog - "Confessions of Leaders & Pastors Who Are Reimagining Church":
1. We'll confess that we are often cynical, whether it be from a past hurt or a Radical Empiricism.
2. We'll confess that we are often optimistic and hopeful. That it's our great love for God and Jesus as proclaimed in the scripture that propells us toward living the way we do, and believing about what we believe. Often this leads to Idealism.
3. We'll confess that in our desire for faithfulness and enthusiasm for new ways of living out the Kingdom of God, we are often guilty of the very same narrowmindedness that we say we have left.
4. We'll confess that we need humility in these matters. We need to hold great convictions and simultaneously live with, what my friend calls "a posture of I don't know".
5. We'll confess that we will likely do good, badly. That we will live rightly, wrongly.
6. We'll confess that we are optimistic about the mutual admiration of the various faces of the Church. This leads us to diving headlong into discussions on the Bible, the church and philosphy often with frustrating outcomes. Ironically, it is these outcomes that actually reinforce our cynical thinking about the Church, leading us toward narrowmindedness. (see #3)
7. We'll confess that we have nothing to prove, but we often live like we do.
8. We'll confess that it's hard to confess some of these things because we fear others will take them in a manner they are not meant and use them against us. (see #7)
There are certain things in life that become necessities because they're actually used. Coffee pot & grinder is one; dainty handtowel in the bathroom is another (took me forever after getting married to get used to it, to figure out how to use it without messing up the decor). In our kitchen, "sink disposer" is another thing that's more than a luxury. A couple of days ago, I don't know what I was grinding in there when it stopped - just stopped. You could hear the motor, but nothing turning. Then the motor stopped - no sound or vibration at all when flipping the switch. I found a reset button that caused the motor to engage, but still no movement on the blades. It was hosed.
I wanted to write something non-descript about needing a "cathartic" evening at home. But when I looked up the definition, I think that's more informative than I intended. Oh well.
I've got a friend who's making some decisions in ministry - possibly leaving one ministry for another, knowing that might be where God's leading but also knowing that folks will be hurting from the loss and unsure of direction. I've never seen a really good transition in ministry - where you're going isn't as good as it might've seemed at first, and the folks left behind have a tough time moving forward and grieving properly. Staying put has it's own turmoil of "what if?" and "what now?" questions.
Somewhere along the line, I deleted the post from earlier this morning about staying home. Kinda like accidently tearing a page from my journal back in high school - making a note, tearing it out, then realizing it had something else on it, etc. Sometimes, this technology stuff gets the best of us, huh? Anyway, feeling better this afternoon - more a dull throb in my back right now. Nothing another good night's sleep can't fix.
I've posted before on WHY I blog, but the new question of the month is HOW do I blog, and what is the backstory for this hobby that is growing in popularity and faddish-ness even as you read this post. So I'm going to try to post a literary glimpse into the preparation and planning that goes into every post here at Rambling Adventures. Let's take a look... behind the scenes.
FYI for anyone interested: We're going to start our online reading group with A New Way To Be Human by Charlie Peacock. He's an artist, and that perspective comes out as he writes about us in community as Christians together. Scheduled to start Chapter One on Monday 10/04. Sign-up below if you're interested in participating.
Here's a good word for kicking off a Monday: reconciliation -
"So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation." - 2 Corinthians 5:16-19, niv
"My Father is the Gardener." - John 15:1
It is a comforting thought that trouble, in whatever form it comes to us, is a heavenly messenger that brings us something from God. Outwardly it may appear painful or even destructive, but inwardly its spiritual work produces blessings. Many of the richest blessings we have inherited are the fruit of sorrow or pain. We should never forget that redemption, the world's greatest blessing, is the fruit of the world's greatest sorrow. And whenever a time of deep pruning comes and the knife cuts deeply and the pain is severe, what an inexpressible comfort it is to know: "My Father is the Gardener." - Sept. 9, Streams In The Desert, L.B. Cowman
We had a really nice birthday party for T-boy at the Nestle Toll House Cafe'. Any time you can fill kids full of sugar and then send them home, it's a good thing. They loved decorating their own cookies, and then
Saturdays and Sundays are days for football, and this weekend is no exception. Lots of games on TV, and USC hosting South Florida at Williams-Brice Stadium.
Photo Friday
Overheard on FoxNews/XMRadio as I was getting out of my car at lunch (paraphrasing):
Reporter: You guys in Louisana must be doing something right.
Public Official: Well, God's really blessed us, sparing us again...
I never realized how "me"-centered this blog really is until I was asked questions about it as part of someone's research into blogging and connectedness. He called me Wednesday afternoon, and part of the conversation went something like this:
Him: You said that you blog about Christianity, Sports, Movies, Writing, Books - is there one thing your blog tends to dwell on?
Me: No, not really. It's about me, what I'm thinking and doing at any given time, whatever I want to write down in my own processing. It's about life, not any one area in particular.
Him: But do you have an hobbies, anything that tends to come out in your blog more than other things?
Me: Hmmm... the only "hobby" I've got, honestly, would be writing. I don't have an "agenda" behind what I right. It's just about me, whatever I feel or think, whatever I'm going through, my story...
Him: Why is Christianity a big part of your blog?
Me: Because it's a huge part of who I am - but it's not intentionally evangelism or anything like that. Just me writing about what I'm seeing or studying, what God's showing me, my story, etc.
It's been a long day - fairly productive at work, getting ready for stuff tonight, looking for a free weekend in October to go to the beach or the mountains sans kiddies. We've had such a hectic and busy month or so, it's really time to find some down time, some no-responsiblities time. It's amazing how full a schedule can get, and how little can still be accomplished, isn't it?
Praying for my friends in Puerto Rico, getting pelted by T.S. Jeanne as it moves across the island. They dodged Frances and Ivan, but Jeanne's a little more persistent.
Getting a bit of feedback on the book discussion idea - thanks so much. I think we'll set up something with an email list, where everyone gets all the replies, and you can set yourself to get all the email or a digest of the day's posts or whatever/however you feel like participating in the conversation. I'd like to have a group setup by this weekend, and I've already started. Won't roll it out 'til then (sneaky, huh?) - but if you've commented that you'd like to join, and you want me to sign you up when it kicks off, please send me an email with the email address you wish to use - mail me at rick1j13[at]gmail[.]com, and add any questions or suggestions you might have.
Our lives as we live them seem like lives that anticipate questions that never will be asked. It seems as if we are getting ourselves ready for the question "How much did you earn during your lifetime?" or "How many friends did you make?" or "How much progress did you make in your career?" or "How much influence did you have on people?" or "How many conversions did you make?"
Were any of these to be the question Christ will ask when he comes again in glory, many of us could approach the judgment day with great confidence. But nobody is going to hear any of these questions. The question we all are going to face is the question we are least prepared for. It is: "What have you done for the least of mine?" As long as there are strangers; hungry, naked, and sick people; prisoners, refugees, and slaves;people who are handicapped physically, mentally, or emotionally; people without work, a home, or a piece of land, there will be that haunting question from the throne of judgment: "What have you done for the least of mine?"
- From Henri J.M. Nouwen, "Seeds of Hope" [quoted in today's DailyDig]
Would anyone be interested in an online book discussion? I'd like to start something with all of my online friends - whether it's an email list or a team blog where users and post and anyone else can join in comments. Maybe read a book together, chapter or two a week, ask questions and chew up stuff together. Christ-oriented, probably "emergent church"-oriented, probably mostly non-fic but fiction's good, too. Books from RelevantBooks.com, Len Sweet, Brian McLaren and a ton of others. Just curious - a group might be something I/we need right now. Comment and let me know.
Here in the South, we're either boarding up again as Hurricane Ivan makes itinerary changes, or we're waiting for next weekend's football. Other than that, not much going on - so I thought I might peruse the news this morning to see if there's anything else going on in the world:
"LOS ANGELES - A group of seven pastors is suing Fox Television Network for allegedly misleading them during their participation in a reality show, 'Catch a Tither By the Tail.'
The program, which airs in September, features the pastors vying for the affections and attendance of a Christian man worth $100 million. But producers introduced a twist: The millionaire didn't believe in tithing. Would the winning pastor love and care for the man anyway, or would the lost opportunity for large tithe checks ruin the relationship?"
WESTCHESTER — Stu Clark belongs to what is believed to be the smallest small group in America: himself.
"I meet at my house every week in the living room," he says. "I bring snacks and my Bible, and after some chit-chat I get down to discussing that week's reading, sharing my burdens, my praise reports. Then I pray for myself."
I'm sitting upstairs in a quiet house after a long day. Really long. But it's been good. T's birthday, good progress on stuff at work, talking with friends a little tonight, watching football - it doesn't get much better than this, does it?
We got out of the house fairly early this morning. Other than his eye bothering him, Trace had a wonderful birthday morning. With yesterday's family party, he's begun "birthday week" - and will get a little present every day until his friends-party at the park next Saturday. He's really looking forward to it, and it gives him a chance to see that we really enjoy having him around, really enjoy making him happy, and really have fun find little things we know he likes. We left the neighborhood, got to school about ten minutes early, and then I had an uneventful drive into work for the next 25 minutes or so.
I started linking to Chris Muir's "Day By Day" sometime over the past year. I liked the way the characters embodied a wide range of political and cultural philosophy, and no one looked down on anyone else except with dry wit and sarcasm. I'm sad to see that Chris is having to take DBD off the table for now. I'm sad to learn that there is illness in his family, and that his time is being taken away by things beyond his control. I'm sad that things change - for all of us. But as he mentions in his "thank you" to those who've been paying attention, there's always a hope that the future will be better.
You risked your life, but what else have you ever risked? Have you ever risked disapproval? Have you ever risked economic security? Have you ever risked a belief? I see nothing particularly courageous in risking one’s life. So you lose it, you go to your hero’s heaven and everything is milk and honey ‘til the end of time. Right? You get your reward and suffer no earthly consequences. That’s not courage. Real courage is risking something you have to keep on living with, real courage is risking something that might force you to rethink your thoughts and suffer change and stretch consciousness. Real courage is risking one’s clichés.
- "Another Roadside Attraction", Tom Robbins
We just got back from the football game: USC Gamecocks 16, Georgia Bulldogs 20. Not that close - UGA controlled the ball most of the second half and finally scored to go ahead on a defense that had played very well but that was also very tired. Good game - and I've got the croaky post-yelling voice to prove it. I'm kicking myself for not taking the digital cam, a must have for the next game & tailgating adventure.
There comes a time in folks' lives when they need to ask, what am I doing? who do I think I am? And it's the same for those who blog, because we write a good bit on what's mostly those two questions, and when it really begins to hit home we might take awhile wrestling with what we really mean, what we're really about.
"The only really important time in our lives is the time we waste with those we love."
- Antoine de St. Exupery
Got these from a friend's email. Supposedly, they are from a Washington Post columnist who prints a column each summer, listing interesting T-shirts observed at Maryland beaches:
Ok, Lord - I'm paying attention. You are God, and You are wise, and You are holy, and I am reminded time and again how "Your ways" are not "my ways". And while I've been going through all kinds of junk in the last couple of weeks, You've been orchestrating something that's... well, loopy. What's up with that?
There's an article at Relevant - "Confessions of a Flake" - that "feels right" to me right now:
I think Thomas Merton had it right in his prayer in Thoughts in Solitude: "Just because I think I am doing Your will does not mean that I am actually doing it. But I believe that the desire to please You does in fact please You, and so I will trust You always, even though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will fear no evil, for You are ever with me, and You will never leave me to face my perils alone."I find myself wanting to please Him, but not knowing where to go, what to do, what to say or how to say what probably needs to be said. But I really want to please God. There's so much going on in our lives right now, and so much of it's just cruddy - but I still want to be sure that we're moving forward in a way that's pleasing to Him, you know? If anything makes it "worth it", it's hoping that we're following that much more closely through the storm than we were before...
It's beginning to clear out as the storms move northward and the sunshine comes in behind. Very nice morning - everyone got "enough" sleep (it's relative, because I'm sure Vicki & I could use a few days/nights more of "good night's sleep"), and no one really got bent out of shape as we got ready for work and school this morning. That's a good thing, makes the day go so much smoother when it starts well. I'm looking forward to a conference call here in a few minutes (as much as you *can* look forward to a conference call), and then I'll be interviewed for an article on blogging and connectedness for The State newspaper. Don't know how that'll pan out, but I think it's cool that someone looked for someone to say something, and I've always for something to say - right? I really need to run out at lunch and get some coffee for the house - Starbucks Breakfast Blend, my sweetie's favorite - and then spend the afternoon finishing up the fixes for a couple of outstanding issues on the system. All-in-all, a full day - and that's not a bad thing, especially with the sunshine and blue skies.
God knows it all, and loves me anyway. My "working definition" of forgiveness is that whatever a person's guilty of, real or perceived, shouldn't cloud my view of him/her as an individual. Sure, you can make judgment calls on how much you trust, but as far as love or honest interaction, real forgiveness is present when what I've done doesn't cloud you view of who I am. But, wow - God knows it all, and still pursues relationship, still longs for conversation, still sits patiently waiting for interaction. And we're supposed to reflect that in our mercy, our forgiveness, our relationships.
It's moist - damp - wet in the aftermath of Hurricane Frances as it moves slowly up into the Southeast USA. The weather is worse here than it was in Puerto Rico last week. Lots of traffic accidents this morning, but my commute was thankfully uneventful. Tornados have been touching down in various parts of the state, and it'll rain all day I'm sure. I'm back in the office today - whew! - and need to debrief from my trip, fill out all of my reimbursement materials, and settle in to the normal work routine.
Yet what we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will give us later. For all creation is waiting eagerly for that future day when God will reveal who his children really are. Against its will, everything on earth was subjected to God's curse. All creation anticipates the day when it will join God's children in glorious freedom from death and decay. For we know that all creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. And even we Christians, although we have the Holy Spirit within us as a foretaste of future glory, also groan to be released from pain and suffering. We, too, wait anxiously for that day when God will give us our full rights as his children, including the new bodies he has promised us. Now that we are saved, we eagerly look forward to this freedom. For if you already have something, you don't need to hope for it. But if we look forward to something we don't have yet, we must wait patiently and confidently.
And the Holy Spirit helps us in our distress. For we don't even know what we should pray for, nor how we should pray. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words.
- Romans 8:18-26, nlt
We decided to fix a picnic lunch and head to the park after church. Beautiful day, with a breeze that made the shade very nice.
"And Patience was willing to wait..."Finding a new church home shouldn't be easy. But it will be fruitful. I trust the Father for that. Even this message that "didn't do much for me" was still on target: we need "more" so we seek after the Father for our filling, and we seek Him together as His church, His body.
[from Pilgrim's Progress, quoted in Streams In The Desert]
Listening: Matt Redman, "If I Have Not Love" - XM32-TheFish
Borrowing from a device I've heard pastor-theologian Andre' Resner use, "I'd like ten minutes back".... Is there anyone you'd like ten minutes back with?
Well, rumors of my return are true: I did finally make it home from Puerto Rico yesterday afternoon. Originally, I was to fly out of San Juan at 4:30 and arrive at CAE some time around 11pm, but because all of my work there was done and there was no need to go into the customer's office Friday at all, and because I really wanted to get home earlier than that and beat the storm through Florida, I made same-day arrangements on Delta to fly out earlier.
Photo Friday
I am so sleepy. It's Wednesday and looks like this trip is taking its toll on me. Making good time - I should wrap things up when I leave tomorrow evening and then I'll be free to look for an earlier flight home Friday. But that's still two days away - I need a nap. Permisso - una siesta, por favor.
It's Wednesday in the tropics, and that must mean "We Sweat Here" - the humidity and sunshine are back after the nice relaxing hurricane breezes. Yesterday was long and fairly boring - time passes faster when you're busy, not when you're cramped up in the hotel all afternoon. But I slept well, and I'm looking forward to a productive day today, hopefully wrapping up tomorrow to fly home ahead of the hurricane's arrival in the States. And then a long weekend... aaahh.